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Hello friend.

I haven't been very active recently. The whole month or so, my life has been a train of actions and tasks after which I either played video games or slept. Work-home, endless cycle.

I have started reading re:zero web novel once again. I am reading it here, with yomichan for the words I don't know (like 70%). I also use yomi to add these words to my mining anki deck, with the ankiconnect plugin. The last time I tried to read it, it was too cumbersome as my vocabulary size was not far from zero, and not only had I search for each and every word in the yomi, but also had to check what does each grammar particle do. It's much easier now as I have the base of it, even though the frequent words lookup process is still here.

Although, my languages studies has been on decline all this time. It seems as I don't see any appeal in streaks. I can't follow them and feel the importance of it. That's why my anki progress has been really unstable recently. But at least it's going, slowly but going, right?

I'm not sure what to expect from my life now. Everything just seems, like, over. Sure, I have a job and I have a roof over my head, but I also have got a head full of grief and mourning. Often I think I should just stop it all.

Anyway, I will switch my mind to something else for the time being, or at least I will try to. I still have a project to finish, with a youtube channel about conlangs. Hope I'll have enough energy to do something with it, and if so, it goes well. Also planning a few trips in short term and this summer. If I'll still be around, I'll try to post about it.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me — filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door — Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; — This it is, and nothing more.